wistful thinking

i want a baby. and experience pregnancy. childbirth and labor, heck no. rearing a child, hell no. i told the middle sister to adopt my child if i find myself with one. i can buy milk and diapers. i will not raise it. i can name it. yes, i found several beautiful names. i'd name it nicholaa if it's a girl and call her nico, after nico blue, blind melon's front shannon hoon's child.

and amongst other things i'm wistful of at the moment are:

a 90kphp monthly paycheck, here's a hoping to its attainability!

and good stuff suchass:

a pair of textured white tights and doc martens
to be given a reason to wear winter wares and be lost in a foreign city
to wear frou frouish things such as a wrist nosegay made out of cloth

and a pair of sequined sneakers or chuck taylors.

okahgra. (okay great. lol.) happy monday bloggers.